Postby SailorX » Sat Sep 27, 2003 12:25 pm
I kind of knew it could happen, but not to me, I'm a very strong Christian and I knew that Christians are surrounded by demons, but I thought they knew better. After I talked to Jesus about my Magna ministry all of a sudden to voices were talking to me. I thought it was my imagination and me just being bored from being alone in my house, but I don't remember much so OI'm going to post the conversation My mother and I had on Yahoo right after it happened....
sailor_x_cherie: mom, I'm looney!
sailor_x_cherie: serioualy
sailor_x_cherie: you there?
loonyalaskans: yah
sailor_x_cherie: help! I'm looney!
loonyalaskans: Hi sweetheart
sailor_x_cherie: Ok, I was ta;lking to Jeseus, whi gave me great Bible versus and adivise, but after he left, these two voices showed up
loonyalaskans: I can only talk a few minutes we are expecting a phone call from that guy with the house
sailor_x_cherie: they really bugged me, I didn't want them, but as clear as day they were having a conversation with me!
sailor_x_cherie: They even have names! Matt and toby! but they imformed me of 3 others in the room
loonyalaskans: what the hell is going on
sailor_x_cherie: But they accendently revealed themselves as being demons, but they aren't creepy! they sound like teenage guys!
sailor_x_cherie: I dunno!
loonyalaskans: and why do you sound like Grandma(note) my grand mother is visited by demons, but she thinks it's a secret government agencey)
sailor_x_cherie: They even asked to be in my magna!!
loonyalaskans: Cherie you are scaring me
sailor_x_cherie: I'm not scared actually
sailor_x_cherie: Some christians like aunt patty (my aunt Patty has accurences too)and I ... these things do happen
sailor_x_cherie: people just don't take it seriously
loonyalaskans: The only way to get red og them, and if they are demons, tell them in the name of jesus christ get out
sailor_x_cherie: i did, the said ouch, but that's it, I know if I ask Jesus for help they'll go away... but They are whining! very annoying
sailor_x_cherie: they sound like teenage guys
sailor_x_cherie: one said he had blonde hair
loonyalaskans: they have to leave if you mean it and say it like you mean it.
ack! i didn't record the rest, but asentially they did sound like teenage guys. They convinced me that they weren't in my mind, that they were with me. I asked them what they were and they said, "Something different". I jjust thought I was bored, why not. so I let these voice talk. It was creeping me out and asked them to leave. they said they couldn't cause I invited them. They begged for me to let them stay around and thinking it was fake said, go ahead, I'm bored. I asked them how long theyt've been around and they said, "a while" This was getting to real, finally, "matt" as he called himself accidently revealed that they wer demons. I was freaked out and told them to go away. "You invited us!" Then I said "In the name of Jesus Christ leave!" Like I said, they just whined. I was cleaning up my room and I came acrossed my sketch of Lucifer for my magna. One of them said,
"That's a pretty good picture of out Master, but not exactly". I yelled at them to get out, then I asked," How many of you are here?" He said five. Then they added the thing I dreaded to hear, which drew the last straw,
"Oh, we like your husband, Cliff, he's cool!"
I started to go hysterical. If you didn't know, Cliff my husband considers himself a Christian, but all he does is play EverWinter Nights online and some of the music he listens to I can't stand, and he gets mad if I try to get him to do a Bible study, he roles his eyes and gets annoyed. We stopped going to church because he began to "not feel like it". Then I had actual demons tell me that He was cool!!! I then came to a relization that I know me and my Daughter are protected, but as long as my husband doesn't truely except Christ, they'll keep coming. The fact that we had actual demons in our house freaked me out. I then truely started to talk about Jesus and asking Him to come. The demons were whining. Then , I didn't know this would get them, was I turned on my Christian music... "Fireproof" from Pillar (LOL). That made them mad, but then My Hero came. I'm not kidding, I felt Jesus hug and comfort me and the demons left. I was shaky but Jesus told me I was okay. Then I told him.
"I'm scared to sleep!"
Then he said,
"Don't be! Sleep soundfully, I'm here!"
And what do you know? I had a great nights rest!
But Jesus and I had a good conversation about my ministry and magna. But when it comes to the demons, I wondered why all the time, The Holy Spirit naggs at me to read the Bible and work on my magna, which from what I'm told If Star and I really start to work on it, it will be great! This has been exausting. I have to tell Cliff what happened, but will he belive me?
Does anyone belive me?
I'm very freaked out! Am I crazey? was itall in my head, or...I'm condfussed. Doubt is trying to come over me...Too cover up their track do you think?
What do I do?