I've never been baptized, even though I want to. Partly because after I became a christian, I didn't really tell anyone, because I thought my family had kind of assumed I was a christian all along. It was just around four years ago that I decided I wanted to get Baptized. I don't believe Baptism is necessary for salvation, but I believe it's important because I see it as a way of declaring what I believe
Well...The problem is, We don't have a pastor at our church. It's non-denominational, and Elder-led. So I'm not sure who would baptize me. Then, there's the fact that I'm not really close with any of the adults in my church. I don't even know all their names, even though we have less than 50 people! I am friendly with some of them, but not really on the spiritual level.
I just...really don't seem to have the courage to ask. I just don't. Please, can you pray that somehow, that I will be able to find the courage I need to do whatever it takes to actually start talking? Thank you very much ^_^
(I'm such a coward:bang:)