First off, I am new here and hope to get to know everyone on the forums. Looks like a great community.
Now, not sure where to begin. I have grown very apathetic towards life and my walk with God has slipped through the cracks. I want to get closer to God, but it seems like I just can't. I spend pretty much my whole day inside on the computer. I'm not sure at what point all this started happening and I don't know why I can't just let go and walk with God again. I'm not suicidal or anything, but I feel that if I died today I really wouldn't care. In fact, I sometimes think that would make everything better.
Please pray that these walls break down and that I can enjoy God again and enjoy this life He gave me.