I'm a little afraid people are going to get sick of me right now. Okay, a lot afraid. I don't want to seem like I'm seeking pity but you guys are my only prayer community right now. I haven't gotten to go to church yet and plan on doing so this weekend, which scares me (i know weird).
As I'm writing this, I am crying. The physical pain I am in is excrutiating despite homeopathic remedies, prescriptions and anything I can think of. I can't get more pain mgmt until I get this appointment on October 6th and its just so difficult to live with that, the seizures starting again, everything.
I also know my boyfriend is going to go into a bad home situation so I worry for him but he keeps telling me to trust God.
I feel like a failure, I'm trying to trust God and it is so hard. I know I'm weak and trust has never been my strong suite so maybe that's why God is allowing this. I can't do this on my own. I need help and trying to get it.
Please pray that even though this illness will continue, which I can accept, that God will remind me again and again of his love for me. I know he does, I just can't always see it. Please pray that I grow in Christ. Please pray that God protects my boyfriend. Please pray that God helps me with dealing with the pain, that as I pray during it, he will bring me serenity even though physically its bad.
I'm sorry again for posting on this again and I hope this isn't asking for pity. I don't always know if I am or not. Thank you for loving me, even if you don't know me. (To me praying for someone, means that they love them in a way - Christ wise I mean). I really appreciate everyone here and just...Thank you.
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I am on the forefront of battle against the demons of earth. All Praise and Glory be given to God Forever and Ever!
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This isn't asking for pity, this is reaching out and asking for help. It's a start to healing that God can bring. I will pray for you!
"When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears, and rescues them from all their troubles." (Psalm 34:17)
"When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears, and rescues them from all their troubles." (Psalm 34:17)
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Thank you all for prayer. I'm still in a lot of pain so I will go to the ER tomorrow. No one is home until tomorrow so I can't go tonight.
I am on the forefront of battle against the demons of earth. All Praise and Glory be given to God Forever and Ever!
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Man, if we just lived closer to each other, I would totally drive you to the hospital!
Don't ever, ever think that you are a burden or that it is too "bothersome" to pray for you. I love you even though we've never met --you are my sister in Christ and it is a priviledge (sp? It's really late) to pray for you!
*hugs*
Don't ever, ever think that you are a burden or that it is too "bothersome" to pray for you. I love you even though we've never met --you are my sister in Christ and it is a priviledge (sp? It's really late) to pray for you!
*hugs*
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I'll be praying!!!
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I have had physical pain for the last 5 days that has left me sobbing. Medication that was prescribed to me does nothing to even take the edge of. I grit my teeth and do what I can despite it. Please pray God gives me the strength to keep enduring and also continuing the process of learning to give grace to myself.
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God will take care of you! I'm praying for ya!
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Htom Sirveaux (post: 1435089) - "We should all start speaking telepathically."
Midori (post: 1457302) "Sometimes, if I try hard, I can speak in English."
(post: 1481465) "Overthinking is an art."
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And had a seizure yesterday, ate after 5 hours of it and got violently ill...yeah. This is getting to me. Thank you all for the encouragement and prayers! Means a lot to me!
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