Hello, i really need people to pray for me and i will pray for them here are my problems:
My mom is a christian and does not go to church lately and the rest of my family are non-christians (2 brother and one siter). My mom and dad fight all day, I have such pressure on me and because of that i tend to go off sometimes, but i just hope that that does not happen againg. No one seems to listen to me and this deppresses me. This year (freshman) i pass with As and Bs and i can garanteed you that my parents do not know what that means. I really feel so alone i did not make a single friend in this school year i just have one raelly good friend and we are very close but i still wish that i had more. Whenever i pray and try to submit myself fully to christ the next day my whole world come apart. Thing go terribly wrong everyone seems to go against me for the thing that no one minds, my parents start to fight and my brothers say blame on me what goes wrong in their life. The worst part of all is that my dad is a drug addict and he has been before i was born, and i do not remeber him telling me that he loves me and to tell the truth i never have either, i do not think that i can trust him. The same with my mother she is always so bussy with her job that she never pays attention to me. I have always been a loner. The other part that deppresses me is that i have a virus known as HPV and that i am not a legal citizen. I came to this country when i was nine so i did not know and every night i pary to God that he will give me my citizenship and that he will change my family and that he will free me from the HPV. I have faith that he will change all of this because he is a Mighty King and we are his sons and daughter and therefore we have the priviledges of the sons and daughter of a Mighty King! AMEN!
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