Breaking through an iron heart
PostPosted: Wed Mar 24, 2004 9:49 pm
Umm... I feel so wierd asking for prayer from people I barely know, but... I really need it. And maybe even advice. Or both.
I have this part of my nature that cries out when I see people by themselves... I hate seeing people alone. At school there's this girl that I saw sitting alone every day, so I started going out of my way to spend time with her. I know what it feels like to be without a friend and I know that God was leading me to try to witness to her. As I got to know her though... she's very shy and doesn't speak her mind very often, but her values are totally opposite of mine and spending time with her is totally degrading. She's a firm athiest that can't stand hearing anything about Christianity, and being around her has made me very self-concious about what I say and do... almost afraid to talk as openly about Christ as I used to. I can tell she's in pain when she's alone, and I know that it's God that's pushing me to witness to her, but it almost feels like it's possible to reach her. I can't even seem to get away from her because this year I have almost no classes with my friends and almost every class with her 0_o Please, could you pray that something changes within her, or that somehow I would have the courage to rely on God for strength? Thank you all so much if you could...
I have this part of my nature that cries out when I see people by themselves... I hate seeing people alone. At school there's this girl that I saw sitting alone every day, so I started going out of my way to spend time with her. I know what it feels like to be without a friend and I know that God was leading me to try to witness to her. As I got to know her though... she's very shy and doesn't speak her mind very often, but her values are totally opposite of mine and spending time with her is totally degrading. She's a firm athiest that can't stand hearing anything about Christianity, and being around her has made me very self-concious about what I say and do... almost afraid to talk as openly about Christ as I used to. I can tell she's in pain when she's alone, and I know that it's God that's pushing me to witness to her, but it almost feels like it's possible to reach her. I can't even seem to get away from her because this year I have almost no classes with my friends and almost every class with her 0_o Please, could you pray that something changes within her, or that somehow I would have the courage to rely on God for strength? Thank you all so much if you could...