CAA: Christian Anime Alliance

I have OCD. Really bad. 3 years ago, I almost committed suicide over it when it completely took over my life. Actually, there have been many times when it has completely taken over my life, that was just the most recent time. It hasn't been this bad for me, though, in 2 years. I can't explain it, no one would understand. Please pray.

Will pray! Many people may not believe it, but when I was younger I wrestled with feelings of suicide. Never did anything, but I got close. As for ocd, I don't know what it's like, but I've had terrets, which can control your life in the same way at times. You feel the urge to twitch your muscles a certain way and it's beyond your control for the most part. Though with time I slowly tamed though urges. Not saying it's the same with ocd, but if something with my experience rings true, I hope it helps you.

I'll pray for you, I used to have some OCD behaviors myself. I still do a little from time to time.

Praying!

OCD can be a real pain sometimes!, Whenever I start going through those behaviors its a bad feeling because I'll be thinking to myself "Logically theres no reason for you to be doing this" but its like the other part of my brain is super insecure and cant stop looking to make sure certain objects are in certain places in my room and I'll keep checking anyway, etc. It can be helped though! Ive gotten alot better this year through talking to a therapist, talking on this forum, and of course Prayer. Life can be a battle sometimes but Hang In There Dude!