long rant >.<
PostPosted: Fri May 27, 2011 1:41 pm
I have a few things I'd like prayer for >.< sorry I now I make so many pray request threads lol anyway, Theres a program where I live that juniors and seniors can go to the community college, and get high school and college credit at the same time. So when you graduate from high school you already have two years of college done. I was planing on going in this program, but I tried a few of the pre tests to get in and got really discouraged. Also I have a lot of anxiety problems, I'm not in normal public school just because of anxiety. So I honestly don't know how well I'd do in a setting like that. I'd like prayer that if I'm supposed to go into it that'd I'd pass but if I'm not I wont.
I'd Also like prayer just for encouragement. Lately I've felt kinda done about things like school and the future. My brother, who used to want to be a literature teacher has now decided to be a photographer for ministries, which is exactly what I've been wanting to do for a while, I know this is gonna sound really pathetic and annoying....but I have problems with jealousy with my brothers but mostly my big brother. He's the kind of guy that is talented in everything and gets a lot of attention for it, he's always out shined me, even with friends and in school when I met people they ask about him and kinda ignore me other then that. I think my parents don't help my jealousy but I still need to get over it. People really like him and I know its bad to be jealous and I am really trying not to be, but it really discouraged me when I heard he is wanting to do what I've been planning for a very long time. Please pray that my jealousy wont get in the way and that if what I've been wanting to do is Gods will I will do it. I also need encouragement because of stress and anxiety and issues I have I have been feeling like I can't do anything. The other night I thought I should just go away and die because I felt like I'll be no use. I know that's a bad way to think >.< please pray for me.
Thanks >.< sorry I've kinda rambled here >.<
I'd Also like prayer just for encouragement. Lately I've felt kinda done about things like school and the future. My brother, who used to want to be a literature teacher has now decided to be a photographer for ministries, which is exactly what I've been wanting to do for a while, I know this is gonna sound really pathetic and annoying....but I have problems with jealousy with my brothers but mostly my big brother. He's the kind of guy that is talented in everything and gets a lot of attention for it, he's always out shined me, even with friends and in school when I met people they ask about him and kinda ignore me other then that. I think my parents don't help my jealousy but I still need to get over it. People really like him and I know its bad to be jealous and I am really trying not to be, but it really discouraged me when I heard he is wanting to do what I've been planning for a very long time. Please pray that my jealousy wont get in the way and that if what I've been wanting to do is Gods will I will do it. I also need encouragement because of stress and anxiety and issues I have I have been feeling like I can't do anything. The other night I thought I should just go away and die because I felt like I'll be no use. I know that's a bad way to think >.< please pray for me.
Thanks >.< sorry I've kinda rambled here >.<