Things came tumbling down today when I managed to get my sister, who's attitude is as tame as a lamb's, furiously mad. At first, I felt nothing but anger, but then I started thinking about how I didn't deserve anything that I had in life, I didn't deserve what I had gotten angry about, how what I deserved was a hard life, since I'm an idiot, and how I thought that nobody would care if my sister came on here one day and said I was dead.
I truly am an idiot. I have so many good friends here, why wouldn't they care? I asked myself. Because you're a darned 13-year-old of an idiot who can't keep your temper, and stinks at comforting people, I replied.
I told my sister, "Heh, I guess that apologizing to you wouldn't work huh? I got you too darned mad. Heck, I don't even deserve forgiveness. You're probably glad that you don't have to do what I wanted to do with me, huh? Hehe. Well, oh well, whatever, you probably don't care." I tried going out of the room, but she stopped me.
"Rose, I love you. And nothing's ever going to change that, ok? You do deserve it. You're a smart little girl with a loving heart. But what you did was wrong, and I just wanted you to know that." We made up.
Things came to a bad point today, but I was able to move past it. Thank you for praying. I'm really just an idiot. I'll work to deserve it, that's the resolution that I thought of. And Nami, I'll be sure to take that offer up one of these days. ^_^ Please continue praying for me though, I haven't completely moved past this. Thanks again everybody! ^_^
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Now about my grandma....
We've finally convinced her to move in with us. That's a start.
She's getting better, but I think we'll have to keep her here for a few more weeks before we can let her go back home. Thanks for the prayers, things are looking up.
"I'm on Aslan's side even if there isn't any Aslan to lead it. I'm going to live as like a Narnian as I can even if there isn't any Narnia." ~The Silver Chair
"You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel." ~Johnny Depp
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Sami-The warrior pokemon
This pokemon is stout in stature, but extremely loyal. it's head and ears make the shape of a samurai helmet. the scales from said helmet can be pulled out and used as kunai.
