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Guys please pray for me that God I can get back to his will and help my life. I know God called me to be a missionary but I am being discourage for doing God will. To me, it seems impossible right now. I have been feeling like this for quite a while and I hide my true emotions pretty well. Last semester and this summer I felt like I was drifting from my heavenly father. A lot of things happen in my life. Last semester I didn't really hang out with Godly friends who give me courage and wisdom; I didn't keep up with my bible reading. Got into stuff I never would do, like drinking. I also went to a fraternity party and got drunk (first time in my life). My grades last semester was pathethic, I pass two classes and failed two. This one of the reason what is hindering me (old prayer request). One top of that *If you read my old prayer request* my mother health is deteriorating because of diabetes, annemic, and other illness she haves. My father brought a mistress to live in my family apartment, since he couldn't afford it. I love my father but I also hate him. I hate him, hate him, hate him for what he is doing to our family, but I still love him because he is my father. I have been through a lot and I am point of breaking down right now.

Thank you for your time and your prayers.

I can tell that you sincerely want to improve your relationship with Christ, and having that determination is definitely the first step. Keep yearning for Him and keep praying and keep looking forward. I know that's easier said than done, but when you realize it's that simple -- and that God has made it that simple -- you'll find the road back to Him is a very short one. I'll pray for you, too, and for your family.

Keep us updated, and hang in there.

It's in your weaknesses that Christ's Strength seem the most apparent. Have faith and keep pursuing him, Otaku and you may be surprised at how close you are to Him right now. We have you covered in prayers so that's one less thing to worry about. (^_^) Keep pressing forward and don't give up!

I will pray that God gives you the strength you need to overcome what obsticles lay ahead. Continue to look forward and I know you'll do fine. I'll keep you and your mothers health in my prayers. I hope it all works out.

Thank you guys, I really appreciate it. From the bottom of my heart I appreciate it. I will try to give up guys update of my life. Again thank you very much for your thoughts and prayers.