Hey, I'll pray for you, Kura!
I heard a preacher tell a story about how he got so bitter at someone that it was ruining his life--like his walk with God and the relationship he had with his wife and kids. He learned to pray for the person who had done him wrong. He said God told him to pray until love grew in his heart for the person--the God-kind of love.
Even though it was extremely hard for him, he prayed for that person and in time, all the bitterness in his heart went away and he instead had compassion on the guy.
Just a thought for you. You can do all things through Christ!