CAA: Christian Anime Alliance

Hi, I've never posted in here before, mainly because I'm not one to really tell people what I'm thinking. Know one has ever known me truely and realised what I'm truley thinking. I can express a happy go lucky image on the outside, but on the inside, I'm being torn apart by something that's out of my control.

See this is how it is. I have two brothers, they're both older than me, they're names are Kevin and Jonathan. Jonathan is the oldest one at 17 and Kevin's 16. Jonathan has now feelings what so ever. he's heartless, doesn't care for a thing in the world, and has no respect for anything. Kevin takes everything wayyy to seriously, cries easily and wil try and get you in trouble a LOT. Here I am stuck in the center being forced to take sides when they're always fighting with each other. I just can't help anything and when I see them rage at each oother and swear and curse under their breath and talk about killing each other an dthemselves it just, it hurts. Here I am on the verge of tears cause my family's splitting apart and I don't know what to do. help.... please....

I'll pray for you and your brothers, Riku.

I can sympathize what your saying. I have a identical twin brother (though we don't look the same anymore) and an older brother. We also used to always fight. Just keep you head up high and continue to pray for them. I will also pray that everything turns out alright in the end; for you and your brothers. Just have faith.

I've been through a lot of family issues and so I know what it's liek to have your family feel like it's being torn in two. You can make it if you give it to God. *huggles* I knwo it's hard...but I attempted suicide 3 times and because people were praying for me I'm still here. Your brothers will be in my prayers and with you as well.

Hey dude, I know ALL about pretending to be happy when you're not.

And you know I'm gonna pray for ya.



Feel special! You're the only dude I glomp!

Yep I'll pray for you Riku.

yike... *hug* I'll pray for your family

hey, Riku, I will keep you in my prayers! Keep praying for your brothers and don't give up!


Proverbs 15:1 --A soft answer turns away wrath.......
James 5:16 --.......The effective, fervent prayers of a righteous man avails much.

you got my prayers:thumbsup:

thanks everyone for your prayers. the situations is getting better, so I'm feeling better. Thanks again very much every. I needed that.

thanks. I'll pm you next time anything comes up. heck i'll pm all of ya.

Ssjjvash wrote:James 5:16 --.......The effective, fervent prayers of a righteous man avails much.

nice verse choice vash one of my personal favorites, and I'll be praying for you riku, I know how this putting on a mask gig goes.