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[Swordguy]

will pray for you this was a rough area for me a long while back...

[Fsiphskilm]

tought times nev

[Mr. SmartyPants]

powerful words dude =)

[Ichigo_89]

I will pray. It's something every teenager goes through at some point or another.

Man, is that the truth. It happened for a short time with me as well. You just gotta stand firm and throw that crap out the window, ya know?

[c.t.,girl]

tought times never last, but tough poeple do.

yah that's very true. i'm trying very hard and praying and reading my bible(well i try), i also have someone who's helping me through it all and for quite somtime now(forgotten how many days but i think it's been like a while now) i haven't looked or thought about any. like i said i still do and will always be praying for you.

Even today when i'm looking through google image search whenever porn comes up, it's like i don't even notice it, i don't even care.

i hate it when that happens. i wish it was never ever created.

I don't try to ignore it and tell myself i don't care, I'll look right at the porn pic and just not even give a dang. It doesn't get stuck in my mind or anything, but all the porn these sad eyes have been exposed to before my salvation are in my mind always and forever. The thing is, they just don't bother me anymore, kind of like a surgeon looking at a bloody corpse, desensetized.

well, i'm a very visual person, so whatever i see, it gets stuck in my mind, which comes in handy when i see something i wanna draw later if i don't have my tools, but reeeeeeeally stinks when i see that...yucky stuff. i mean the other night i was looking for pics of kurama for sammy and i saw him naked and boy did they do EVERY detail. at first i was like totally shocked that that would ever happen but then quickly remembered, "hey the Lord's coming so it's all going down hill for the world." i had to pray for the longest time just to get it to leave. so yah i guess i need prayer to stay really strong. i mean ya think you're finally free then satan attacks you with this. i'm not blaming on him cuz i know it's God's way of saying don't leave me again or this might happen again. so he lets it come to you to test you. thankfully i over came it. \(^_^)/ yeee!! but i'll always need lots of prayer.

[Souba]

yah that's very true. i'm trying very hard and praying and reading my bible(well i try), i also have someone who's helping me through it all and for quite somtime now(forgotten how many days but i think it's been like a while now) i haven't looked or thought about any. like i said i still do and will always be praying for you. .

Yeah, I'm starting to get back into God's word so when I go to bed I want to think on Him instead of other things. Last time I struggled was about three days ago but even when I fall I keep getting back up. I can't give up because it's what Satan wants, just like you can't give up. I view this as just another form of attack, since I went through panic attacks for a few years of my life, that got so bad I couldn't leave the house. God delivered me then so I know he can deliver me now.
I'll keep you guys in prayer, and God bless you guys that are praying for me.
God Bless,
Souba